I learned english a long, long time ago because my older brother brought home a set of emulators with too many games to count, i was taken aback by this thing i didn't know about and wanted to learn more, so i took this really huge and heavy dictionary from my mom and begin searching word for word of what was on my screen at the time, that's the summary of my english learning experience, courses? I remember doing some with the SENA but get bored halfway through and just do the tests and be over with it, to graduate from high school i just took an exam to compensate for the obligatory courses and if im being honest, i can't even get motivation with the things i like, imagine getting motivation for an outside course i already know what it is about.
I remembered a friend being really on my case because of this, he told me "you don't have the qualifications" or something like that, honestly, now is hard to remember but i do remember getting really mad at the time, c'mon dude, why do i need some piece of cardboard to be able to speak a lenguage? Do you even know how bad it was for me to even reach this conclusion? And then all of a sudden it didn't matter to him and everything was perfect? Sigh, i reall wish i could've punched him hard in the face at the time, i honestly wouldn't mind if the chance to do it came right now, i'll do it, happily.
In the end everything i have done ended up feeling like not enough and you know what happens when everything is not enough? You lose drive, so yeah, here i am, not really good at anything, not really bad at anything, but done with everythin enough to not really care, so in the end i guess i just want to say, thank you so much friends and family, you did a fine job with me, that's for sure
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