A recurring topic in family reunions for me tends to be "what are your plans for the future" and let me tell you, i don't even have clear plans for tomorrow, how am i suppossed to come out and say "oh yeah in three years i'll be doing this and acting like this", i can't help but admire those who can while at the same time think they are really weird, how can they be so sure of that? Doesn't life throw low kicks at them or something? The worst part of it all is my family always want a clear answer so i have to come up with something since i don't want them to feel disappointed in me, which in itself is another pain, the times i've just wanted to shout "I don't know just leave me alone please" are too many and i kinda feel like that has done a lot to just deprive me of motivation for a lot of things.
I'd like to know they way of thinking of those who can actually speak of their plans for the future, they must have something i don't, wouldn't they?
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